yep yep I'm alive

i'mn here

not fear

i haven't gone into thin air

ummm......i dunno

DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHRISTMAS EPISODE OF PSYCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DECEMBER 7!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEK

kk oooh and the close talking..you guys know what i'm talking about

*sighs* complete proof shawn and juliet are meant to be...oh great i'm going all gaga about a show..pssssssssshhh like i care

EEEEEEEEEEEEEk

they hid the laptop from me... :angry: (but i found it todoay )..which explains my absense...and i'm not allowed to stay on the computer for long...bleh PEOPLE I'M ON HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh

Anyways i will be off earlier than expected...I'm leaving Monday coming up..and guess what i will be spending mynext3 weeks in absolute boredom...seriously if i'm by myself i can figure out something...but my sister and mom are going to be there so...absolutely nothing...i will have nothing to watch...cuz i dont really watch nbc, abc, cw...ya know those stations quite often...well i would watch CW on tuesdays and thursdays...and NBC on Fridays ....but what else am I going to do yup I'm a goner...oh did i mention no internet...I didn't oh well there it is no net

AND NO PSYCH AND MONK...I WILL MISS THE NEXT 3 EPISODES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aaah I will survive though....but it will be torture....and even worse when i come back from that my results will be coming out, the week following my return...so the next 4 weeks will be the longest foru weeks of my life ever....

Oh i've finished writing up my story...this psychfic....but i have to type it up and i want to do it before monday...and well i'll have do sneak in my sister's room and silently take out the laptopfrom it's hiding place....but that means i have to do it in the dead of the night...so around 12...which only leaves me an hour to type it up cuz my dad usually gets up around one or two...oh well wish me luck

EDIT turns out my sister was just messing with my head ...i'm leaving next week monday

psych's comin back, psychs coming back and in honour of that i changed my banner..*gasps* course I will be doing some tweaking seeing as I am not fully satisfied...but what the heck i'm putting it up...i'm goint to watch the marathon too....oh and people don't worry i'll stop my crazy rantings of psych after it starts back...it's just that I LOVE THIS SHOW SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it and monk are starting back..i like Monk too they're both pretty funny shows..what got me real upset though is when i read this critic who said Psych is Monk for Morons..I'm like WTF is this idiot talking about ..both are really awesome shows and they really need to cut the crap.

Anyways...why is it that my blogs are always super short

I can feel it now

it's weighing down on me

affecting me in so many ways

tossing and turning

not a wink of sleep

can i get

It's weighing down on me

invading my thoughts

not a moment for anything else

just dwelling and wondering

taking away that bright spark

taking away my joy

it's weighing down on me

I don't know how to cope

It's always been there

slinking in the shadows

but know it's takin a toll on me

it's weighing me down

drowning me

into the sea

the sea of the lost

_________________________

okay so i think that last line sucked but psshhh

there I post my question now you answer...hehehe...but seriously or at least the time of day...why should we be sleeping in the nights and not the days..I mean in the days (particularly the afternoons) you fond yourself sleeping...then whe it comes to night it's so hard for yu to fall asleep...what is that?!

Oh we're taking graduation pictures saturday woo hoo...ye I'm excited of course i'm not going to the actual ceremony...my friends are a bit upset with me...just a bit, I mean I'm the crazy luvable crazy complaing loca chica...right? So anyways .....ooh I'm supposed to be getting the graduation ring sometime soon too...but i don't know when....hmm oh well...t'is life..or bad memory or just plain i have no idea-ness....I made up a word..

Hey what category would this fall under...i have no idea, ah there i go again with that I have no idea-ness syndroe...

EEEK can't wait til july 13th for the new season for Psych they've already started showing commoercials for it but I missed them ....oh man then i have to wait til mid August for results

14 more days..til

yep you guessed it PSYCH!!!!!!!! in case you didn't notice I love that show