In all of my 30 years on earth ive never broken a bone.......until today!

totally sux bro!.....totally sux!

*SIGH* they do it to me every year. they bring out these choice games that make me go bat crazy about buying for the end of the year shoppin season, and this year is no different. every year i say to myself: "maybe i wont be AS broke as i was the year before. maybe the games wont look AS nice as they have in the past". once again its July and im composing my list of must haves for the PSWII60 (yes im lucky AND unlucky enough to have them all!) and like every single year in the past im amounting to more games than ill have money! LOL i actually considered last year, the crazy notion came over to me to take out a loan to buy all the games i want. iactually get dressed and was on my way out the door in the beginning of December to go apply before i though....hey ill just get them later, theres nothing wrong with buying a used game AND its cheaper! so i talked myself out of it (yeah crazy idea right!) ive since gotten that impulse under control but MAN, it looks like once again Nintendo, Microsoft and Sony are going to hit me where it hurts! i am most definatly going to feel the burn!

Man, you ever been busy doing something and it just hit u how much you really enjoy something? i was, of course playing a game (God of War 2) and i just realized....man, i really enjoy playing video games! i mean if im stressed out i can pop in a game and escape for a while or play just to be playing. never in my life would i have thought i would b standing out in front of a store to pick up a game cause i just adore it so much! MIDNIGHT MADNESS, AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! man its a good feeling, kinda like gettinga raise at work, its just as rewarding! Thank God for gaming forums where i can go and discuss my love of gaming with other gamers. Im DEFINATLY grateful to be living in the age im living in right now, we get the best of everything!

So unfortunatly in a few months ill have to severely cut down my gaming time because ill be starting back to college wich is a gift and a curse. ill enjoy being back in school again but ill truely miss my gametime. ill still be buying up games like a madman, like i always do! it will just take even longer to beat them. ah well no biggie. at least i wont b looking at the end of this gen of gaming when im done with school. its a 2 and a half year accelerated course, so i earn my bachelors in the time it takes most people to earn their associates degree. a bittersweet victory but one i know will DEFINATLY have a worthwhile payoff in the end.

yeah i really LOVE how people complain and complain and complain about how theyre not getting this out that out of a game or a console and then get even more upset when someone else bashes their so unappreciated system. or when people bash a game for not COMPLETELY giving them infinite replayability or "doesnt live up to the hype". seriously get a grip people. if things are soo bad in the gaming industry that it frustrates you to the point where all you can do is piss and moan about the current situation in gaming then do something about it. why dont "YOU" the gamer become a developer and actually SEE the time and effort it takes to pour an idea into a game. create something from the ground up in a totally new IP in the hopes the general gaming public will embrace your new idea. the reality of it is, barely any of you have the creative....let alone the technical know how to construct anything semi more comlex than a stack of beer cans. here a challenge, XBL has community games and if you can make a game the public likes then you might have a leg to stand on in an arguement against "developer laziness" otherwise id kindly suggest you shut your mouth and go take a nap because everyone know usually when a baby cries its because he/shes to tired to comprehend anything else