Well just my luck, I've been screwed over again! My girlfriend of a whopping 1 year and 2 months, who I treated so well, has cheated on me. I found out 2 days ago from one of my friends. She did it 3 weeks ago when she was at a party. She got insanely drunk to the point where she blacked out. It was during this time that she madeout with some kid. When she found out the next morning she said she freaked out and didn't know what to do. I am not sure on how I want to handle this yet...But right now I am thinking that I am going to want to try and save our relationship. She will have to regain my trust if this is the case, however that's something that can be done. It just takes time. We're on a "Break" right now, until she chills out about this whole thing. She's thinking very negatively about everything because she feels so guilty for what she did to me. She does however seem very sorry about what she did, and being that she was drunk (which is still no excuse), I think I will be able to be willing to reconcile. I recuperate quicker than her I guess so I am already ready to talk it out with her, but she's not ready yet. This is a really crappy situation. I hope it all works out though...

College is just around the corner now (31 days), so naturally I would be needing a Laptop (or so everyone tells me ). I gave in to their requests though being that my Desktop is sadly beginning to die out. I remember back when it used to be a beast that could run any game I could throw at it flawlessly. However naturally games get better and my computer now struggles to play any new games on any setting higher than medium quality. So I figured if I was going to get a laptop, I was going to make it good. IBuyPower.com was the website I chose for a custom gaming laptop, and I am happy with my purchase. The laptop blows away my Desktop and I am confident that it will keep up with the latest games (minus crysis, which it will probably play on medium mixed with high which is fine by me im not too critical lol). The laptop ran me a whopping $1500 shipped but with $500 dollars that my dad gave me to help me buy it I only had to throw in 1k. Old Desktop Specs. Dell Dimension 4700 (that I tricked out)
ATI Radeon X800pro
1.5 GB RAM
2.8 GHz Intel Pentium 4 HT 80 GB HDD 7200 RPM
Windows XP 32-bit

New Laptop Specs: Battalion 101 LX-785
Nvidia GeForce 8600GT
4 GB Kingston HyperX Gaming RAM
250 GB HDD 7200rpm
Intel Core 2 Duo Mobile T9300 Dual-Core Processor (2x 2.5GHz/6MB Cache/800FSB)
Windows Vista 64-bit

As you can see it's quite an improvement from my old system. The thing I am mostly looking forward to however is the 250GB HDD. 80 GB on my desktop that I have now (71 GB with XP installed) really made Hard Drive space an issue with me. Now I can fit countless games and music on my Hard Drive. I am however skeptical about having windows Vista on it, but if i end up not liking it I can always just install XP 64-bit on it instead. The Video card is an improvement from the one I have now and although It's not the best out there I am more than happy with it. 4 GB of RAM is simply put, awesome and I am very pleased with that.

Today I head down to Kentucky to do some construction for those who cannot afford to have their homes repaired. I'm doing it with my church and this'll be my second time going on the trip. Last time was a blast so I'm really looking forward to this one. I'm doing the project in coordination with SWAP (Sharing With Appalachian People), which is a non-profit charity organization. That's all for now. Cheers.

Im very excited to begin my training. I have been working out extra hard these past few months and I feel that I am in better shape than ever before. I am all cleared to go and I can't wait!

I just got a job working from 5-11 weds-friday at the local pizza shop delivering pizzas. This is pretty exciting, im going to get paid to drive around and listen to music. I will be making about 60-70 $ weds and thursday. Friday i will probably make 80+ dollars.