(bare with me, I'm having to post this through MP3.com because GS is blocked)

OK, I just realised that I haven't updated recently. So this is a short and long blog in one. Here's the shot part...

• Still single
• Getting a Red DS light for my Birthday
• No Business Studies teachers (whch doesn't matter really since it is easy)
• Biology, well I'm falling behind
• Computing and art I'm trotting along with
• Too much over time with part time work
• BeanZ is in college and when she's not, she's in Daventry with he bf (unfortunately I get all the details)
• Trying to finish my pegasus horse, I want to sell it
• Don't want to go University anymore, costs too much.
• Seeking apprenticeship with a gaming industry in America (so I have an excuse to get in)

Long blog part now...

Runty and I are still best mates. We're still running the club together at school and I'm still stealing his pen lid. It's all good...

I'm getting a DS as well. My last one got knocked down the stairs and it was Runty's broken one too lol but now I'm getting a spanky new one . I have a protective case for it too so hopefully it will survive

Yeah, well Business Studies is fun (not)! One teacher, she's hardly here and when she is she is repeating everything we had to learn ourselves. Oh, and don't even get me started on my other teacher. He's a man, take some jokes will he? Ok, so maybe my classmtes making racist jokes wasn't brilliant but seriosuly, he kept running out the room and now he isn't here at all. Our subsitute doesn't know BS so I came up with my own extra project.

Pay me money and I'll teach you class

I'm not joking, they're always asking me to help so I ask for money back. I mean my teacher's are rubbish and they get paid so why shouldn't I?

Biology however the teacher is always there and she knows what she is talking about. Biology I'm faling behind in but its not her fault, we HAVE to press on as quickly as possible. You have to learn the heart structure in 50mins, no time to revise back. Then learn the molecule structure for all glucose structures in 50mins... For the first time I'm struggling

Art is fun, made a corpse of a dead thylacine heheheehe from red ink. My teachers are worried about me now but I don't care, there has been worse artists doing even more graphical gore.

Computing is fairly challenging, programming and things. I've mad one that crashes windows so many uses that'll have...

Yeah, I'm now working 12 hours a week in the clothes shop. We're recommended to do at an absolute max 10 hours so we get enough time to study bu I don't care, I need money. I'm also still doing my newspaper round and babysitting my neighbours children every once in a while. I can't complain really, I do get money out of it all after all.

Oh yeah, BeanZ is doing ok, don't see her as much as I use to. No offense, she's always saying how she misses her bf all the time. She goes college, doing her BTEC in performing arts and retaking her English GCSE (yay, she has more chance of getting a job now). On the weekends she's in Daventry with her boyfriend and unlucky me gets all the details (if I couldn't be scarred anymore).

I'm trying to finish off my art of a pegasus horse. It was started ages a go and is done in watercolours. If I do get it finished to a good enough standard, I'm going to auction it off. It's on A3 paper and stuff

Oh, and I don't want to go Univeristy anymore. I'm thinking get an apprenticeship or just travel for a year.

Bye people, need to get ome more red ink

Hello people, I'll make this blog short since the internet in school is going majorly slow.

At the moment in Art, we're having to do a mini-project. Mine is "Adaptation, Evolution and Extinction". So far I've stared a charcoal drawing of a hunters cabin with dead Thylacines hanging from it and ill start a water colour of the horse evolution chain. Does anybody know any cool extinct animals or cool animals or anyhing that can help me?

Also I'm doing an evolved form of the Human race as my final artwork , I'll show you it when my AS art is over, just incase they turn around and say I'm cheating cause I copy it off of the internet

Oh, just so you know, BeanZ is ok, her Dad's given her money and her lazy bf has actually started helping! Raise hand if you want to kill the jerk of a boyfriend *raises hand*

kk, 2:30 yesterday, KABOOM!!! I'm not even joking, a factory close by set alight and everyone jumped. When we stepped outside, there was black smoke everywhere.

Today there was smog (smoke and fog combined) but the school still isn't shut. I swear, this place smells like tobacco

Moving on, I haven't seen BeanZ since Sunday and I worrying now ... God, please be safe please. She keeps staying round guys house and I'm scared one might take advantage or something...

I gtg put on a brave face... she'll be round my houe to pick up her clothes, I'm sure of it. She said she would, she did. Her Dad's worried about her but her mum's swearing and smoking twice the tobacco she did before. I hate that b****, I do. She's her mum for crying out loud and she used her as a punchbag when she was down, use to say the bruises were from self-harm to the social workers.

Poor Rebs (her sister), it's really upset her

Her Dad's put some money in BeanZ's bank account so hopefully she'll be able to buy food and stuff...

please be safe BeanZ

BeanZ has been kicked out of her house. It's an extremely long story but basically a guy slept round her house without her asking her parents. Then two days later and her parents hit her (as usual unfortunately, I've seen them hit hr and I've seen the bruises) and finally she snapped and swung her bag round, smacking her Dad in the face.

He picked he up up the neck and threw her out with her bag and mobile.

I had the delightful job of going back in and picking up her essentials and also facing her twin sister and having to tell the truth "I don't know where she's going to be staying", as well as her mum shoving her college information into my hands and telling me to tell her she's not allowed back in.

So first thing is we phone her bf who said "she can't stay round here because I'm job hunting" . No, his parents don't mind her staying if she ever got kicked out but he is this close to being dumped. I swear she should have dumped him when he cheated on her!!!

So course she's crying and tell her to get a grip. I had to phone around, asking if there's any place she can stay. Thankfully she's got a place for a week but I don't know what she can do after that. My parents won't let her stay and fair point, she's not their problem.

She has no job and I don't know when I'll see her next. Her sister's extremely upset (she's got extreme asper's and she gets emotional under little things like her DS not being on her shelf in the exact position)

I'm not lending her any money. I know she is my friend and all but she's brought this on herself and she already owes me 10 pounds.

I just hope she'll sort herself out soon...

So how you all been? It seems I haven't been the only one busy.

Runty and I are good friends now. BeanZ tried to put me on blind dates... I only liked one but seems he don't like me. Guess it's back to square one but I don't mind. I don't think I have time for a relationship anyway.

Moving swiftly on, me and Runty are doing a club together. It's called Nintendo club (I did one ages back but then couldn't be asked anymore). So he's the poster man and I'm organising everything else. Well, he came up with a brilliant idea about memberships and stuff

Oh, I bought SSBB and... my Wii was one of the dusty ones so I had to send it away. It only took a week and a day which is good but not so good is that my brother hogged the Wii and completed it before me . I haven't had much time to go on it. I've completed half of it and there're still 4 characters to unlock so I can beat him at that.

I think I have too many jobs at the moment. I'm a shop assistant, volunteer, Computer girl for my Dad's work (he couldn't afford the last person), artist, car wasaher, dog walker, newspaper girl and now I'm gonna be a club runner

A polite notice, I hate all men atm so talk to me on MSN and prepare to be spat on (I do it when I'm upset and since rejection... be about a week)

I'm giving University a second thought, it sounds really expensive. Does anybody have any contacts with anyone in the gaming industry? I'd sure like to be an apprentice you see.

Also, I have a new favourite animal, a thylacine (type it in google)

Me like pokemon cards. If you have a paypal account and some postage stamps + some unwanted pokemon cards I'm buying them off of people (5p per normal card (10 cents) 2 pound per holographic (5 dollars)

ok, I think that's about it. Oh, I'm at sixth form too (sort of like college... not really)

cyatles (see you laters)