Before I get into this verrrrrrrrrrry angry rant I like to say I do not blame mods for why I am angry. And for not following the rules I dont mean something silly like accidenetly double posting. The site at times has not allowed members to edit, etc. Anyhoo, now on to the show ......

I am realllllly beyond angry. Insert any and every possible swear word right now. Tonight was the last straw. New threads in which the topic should have been in a spoiler thread. I am not spoiler free for that show but I respect those who are, and what was done is f****** up. I would beyond love to mention names. Be a nasty son of a b*** and rant off them. But I wont. Likely it would violate some rule I am not aware of. And like others I like to follow rules. I am not perfect. far from it. But if I have a question I ask someone who would know or who to ask.

One thing I will say is what forum I am speaking of. CSI Miami. There has been issues I have had on others but at least up to this point I just feel they are pointless threads and should have been done as either as a blog or asked/posted in a current thread. Nothing that at least violates spoiler rules. That forum is NCIS. So NCIS thread poster members, I beg of you think b4 you start a new thread and for the love of all holy do *not* start one that could be considered a spoiler. When in doubt PM a mod or post it in the spoiler thread. I will report you. And trust me I dont like doing that. B/c I know I will make enimies for doing it. But if I have to be the bad guy b/c others might not want to speak up, I am honored to do so.

I have done a rant on this before. Dont know if the blog got deleted when blogs disappeared but tonight was the absolute topper. And some wil lbe wondering why I am being so melodramtic and speaking out. B/c it has to stop. And what many of you dont know if I have thought many times to leav this site b/c of it. And it may come to that. The shear disrespect to others and what almost seems like stupidity of some posters. And I dont like to think either of any of you.

I wish I knew what to say or do to prevent this or stop this. B/c I really do believe if more spoke out or sent PM's to the mods this could be better controlled. I know Mods have a life outside of controlling the threads and they cant quickly make it all better. That's why I dont blame any of you.

So I beg each and every person that reads this whether you comment or not think about what you are doing. And let you mods know what is going on. Please!!!

End of rant b/c there is nothing more I can say.

I can't even really say why I decided to do this blog, but it was something I needed to do. I took some liberties with the lyrics. The entire lyrics of the 2 songs used are not complete. If you want them I can PM them to you. First song is Kelly Clarkson "Because of You" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=73-V2A3NuWo and second is Chantal Kreviazuk "In This Life" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jX7i0MG0uk Text in bold and italics are the lyrics. Text in red is my message.

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
We all have experiences that affect our lives daily.

Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Many that that make us want to play it safe.

Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

So much that we loose faith and trust in others. And it can make us even learn to not trust ourselves.
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out

And it manifests. So badly that someone notices.
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

You even force yourself to be so strong. To show emotion is to be weak.
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
So you eventually put on a mask to cover how much you are hurting.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk

And it doesn't stop.
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Ever.

Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
Even though you want it to, the fear doesn't allow you to.
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
But forgetting is never that easy.

Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Your fears won't allow you to let someone in. Anyone.

Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

It gets so bad that you push people away and they don't come back.
Because of you
I am afraid

Hopefully for anyone who has ever felt like this or can identify so far you have or will someone that will just allow you to be open and will push back until you stop (pushing them away). And you just...

Let me show you what I'm made of

You allow someone to see the real you. All of you.
Good intentions are not enough
Not just the mask you hide behind.

To get me through today
And this life
Because we all need that someone.

You're in the basement
W a t c h i n g the TV
I'm on the second floor
Watching the ceiling
And there is that someone no matter how far apart you are from them.

We sleep underneath the same big sky at night
And dream the same dream we can fly
We all want the many of the same things and dream about the same things.

You can run from me
And you can hide from me
But I am right beside you
In this life
But now matter how much you push away or want to hide, I will always be there.

Let me tell you who you really are
You're my comfort
You're not a superstar
You may not be famous, but you bring me such comfort. All of you do.

Life can reach up and bring you back down
Onto the ground
And give you everything you dream about
Life can throw you surprises, good and bad. In the end, dreams can really come true. And I wish that for every single on of you.

You can run from me
And you can hide from me
But I am right beside you
In this life
I will never walk away from our friendship. Through good times and bad. Even time passes by until we speak to each other. I will always be there. Even if you push and want to hide. I will not leave.

I'll give you all the things that I'd never get
Give you all I have and have no regrets
I will give you the love and support of my friendship that I haven't received. I will share my experiences. I will give and share things with no regret in doing them. Even if it ends badly.

You can run from me
And you can hide from me
But hope one day you won't. That you will have to courage to not too.

Let me show you what I'm made of

I wish for everyone who finally is tired of running or hiding.

I kept getting the censor message and spacing a word made it go away.

TIVA (NCIS) and Booth and Bones (BONES)

This isn't my normal type of music I listen to. But it was on a mix CD I bought. And every time I listen to it, I can't help but think of two ships I love. And I can even see them singing it together. *hint, hint to TPTB. At least for one ship that both people have sung and done it well* Anyhoo... Black text is the lyrics and color text are my comments in regards to the 2 ships. Colored italics are in reference to moments that they have run to each other. One though is one I hope to have happen. Fans of both shows hopefully you will figure out what each is referring to. If you (or even non fans) can't I will PM you to clarify.

ENJOY!

Lady Antebellum: I Run To You http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rs38lKxmtI4

I run from hate
I run from prejudice
I run from pessimists
But I run too late
They fight against this every time they go out. But they run away from it too.

I run my life
Or is it running me?
Run from my past
I run too fast
Or too slow it seems
They run from things in their own lives. Secrets and demons from their past. Sometimes fast enough. Other times not enough.

[Bridge]
When lies become the truth
That's when I run to you
And when they don't run fast enough and the lies, secrets, or demons catch up to them. But they turn and run to the other. When cases bring up things they've done in the past. When you were in danger & to save you. When family members are in trouble with the law. When rescue came to get you. When you think your partner is in danger. When you finally understand he was telling you the truth. When they go undercover or I should say undercovers (literally). When you are tired of pretending.

[Chorus]
This world keeps spinning faster
To a new disaster, so I run to you
I run to you, Baby
Each day and each case makes them face all the evil in the world. So they run to each other.

When it all starts coming undone
Baby, you're the only one I run to
I run to you
And time and time again they run to each other. For advice. For solace.

We run on fumes
Your life and mine
Like the sands of time
Slippin' right on through
Each time out their lives are at stake. Their lives are in each other's. And hopefully each time they come out alive.

[Bridge]
Our love's the only truth
That's why I run to you
Their love for each other as friends, teammates is the only thing they know to be. And that is why they run to each other. But that love came from trust. And one day they will see and admit (hopefully) how much love they have come to have for each other.

[Chorus]
This world keeps spinning faster
To a new disaster, so I run to you
I run to you, Baby
They just keep on running to each other.

When it all starts coming undone
Baby, you're the only one I run to
I run to you
Through good times and bad.

Oh oh, oh I run to you
Just keep running....

[Chorus]
This world keeps spinning faster
To a new disaster, so I run to you
I run to you, Baby
Again and again.

When it all starts coming undone
Baby, you're the only one I run to
I run to you, I run to you
Yeah
Only to each other. Because of the love and trust they have for each other.

Oh oh, oh I run to you
I'll run to you girl
Oh Oh
To be there as a friend, as a partner. And one day as more.

I always run to you
Run to you
Run to

In the end they will ALWAYS run to each other. ALWAYS!

Hopefully the spacing didnt get too crazy. Does anyone elses blogs get messed up in the format??? Anyhoo... Hope you enjoyed reading this. Please leaves me a review. Thanks!!!

PS~ For those that read my other blog that involved lyrics will not be re-posted. I had deleted from my computer and on gamspot its gone too.

It started off with joking if Marissa is Ma, who is Pa. Then it got weird or at least I thought so. And it then we had it as Patrick Dempsey is Pa. Then it was a joke/ crazy idea that Ma and Patrick should get married. I volunteered to be the wedding planner and the spiraling result turned into this lovely but crazy, fun event. And I can say or rather agree, no other tv.com board would do something like this!!!!!

And I would post the IMG links so you could see the actual pictures but it's not letting me. Plus, many are big and might get cut off if this site would allow me to in the first place.

ENJOY!!!!!

http://i197.photobucket.com/albums/aa75/Nechockeygirl/MaPaWIFINAL.jpg

http://i197.photobucket.com/albums/aa75/Nechockeygirl/ERandDress.jpg

http://i197.photobucket.com/albums/aa75/Nechockeygirl/WedAcces.jpg

http://i197.photobucket.com/albums/aa75/Nechockeygirl/BMD.jpg

http://i197.photobucket.com/albums/aa75/Nechockeygirl/Wed2.jpg

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http://i197.photobucket.com/albums/aa75/Nechockeygirl/GandGMsign.jpg

http://i197.photobucket.com/albums/aa75/Nechockeygirl/WEDDGsign.jpg

^^^^^ Has picture of Geoooooorge in it now!

http://i197.photobucket.com/albums/aa75/Nechockeygirl/GBFAll.jpg

http://i197.photobucket.com/albums/aa75/Nechockeygirl/MaGB.jpg

http://i197.photobucket.com/albums/aa75/Nechockeygirl/StacyGB.jpg

http://i197.photobucket.com/albums/aa75/Nechockeygirl/BMGB.jpg

http://i197.photobucket.com/albums/aa75/Nechockeygirl/WH.jpg

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http://i197.photobucket.com/albums/aa75/Nechockeygirl/Desserts.jpg

http://i197.photobucket.com/albums/aa75/Nechockeygirl/Drinks.jpg

Song list:

1. Black Eyed Peas "Boom Boom Pow"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9F444CELomo&feature=channel_page

2. Kevin Rudolf - Let It Rock
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dh3gGQfyVyw


3. Timbaland - The Way I Are
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GojTUmjxVHU


4. flo rida ft t-pain low

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rWH5vyPJf4Q

5. Sean Paul - Give It Up To Me (Keyshia Cole)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzQN_8aYW0c

A little something fun!

6. Rednex - Cotton Eyed Joe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzgKzyTYgH0&feature=related

7. Akon 'Beautiful' ft. Kardinal Offishall & Colby O'Donis

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8dq9g7soIDo

slowing it down

8. Andy Williams - Moon River

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=68Y2AmcfI6o

Another slow

9. Cascada - Everytime we touch (slow)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FL0bjwez8mg

A little something to boggie down too.

10. Poison - What I Like About You

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zwAgFFicK9g

Another one

11. Wild Cherry - "Play That Funky Music"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Qnoh3h6JD8

12. Justin Timberlake feat. Timbaland Sexy back

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mZbh6kebExM

Can really show off your dance skills!!!!

13. Chicken Dance Polka

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0sTqJE4sdb0

slowing it down again.

14. Forever Love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XDQkh9Qlhcs

def. a couples song.

15. Selena - I Could Fall in Love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0WTMESWDWMA

16. Reba McEntire - The Only Promise That Remains (feat. Justin Timberlake)

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=3536307766525672344

Now lets a little *funky*

17. Cha Cha Slide

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCEu_dFfw6I

18. Lauren Christoff - Won't Stop

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dUaiRBcOtRI

19. Heaven (DJ Sammy)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OuBmiu68ECU

20. Chantal Kreviazuk - In This Life [OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jX7i0MG0uk

slow song.

21. Enya - Only Time

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v0NoHN1TU5I

ignore the brief intro/talking

22. Eric Clapton - Wonderful Tonight

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NaMuBX4aMmw

ignore the brief opening

23. Rihanna - Please Don't Stop The Music

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1l1GXuUqDN4

24. Cascada - Everytime We Touch (upbeat version)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4G6QDNC4jPs

^^^ Yes this song is repeated but different version

25. Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss Me [With Lyrics]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WD8d9t_0iO4

26. Usher-Yeah

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NiXbRBS5Z58

27. Neyo-Closer {Official Music Video}

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xLWKwORtK_g

28. donna lewis i love you always forever official video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i9lxnReox9Y

29. Neyo-Miss Independent

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CrSKY4IxHfk

30. 'Can I Have This Dance' by Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DUjpzVfGAa4

What the bridesmaids and groomsmen walked down the aisle to:

Canon in D by Johann Pachelbel

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Af372EQLck

What Ma walked down the aisle to:

'Somewhere Over The Rainbow'

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ltAGuuru7Q

^^^ This link gave me trouble and had to copy and paste it, otherwise it might not work for anyone who plays it.

What we all walked back down the aisle (and out of the wedding chapel/room):

Mendelssohn's Wedding March.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDr8Q7lDW8o

The song Ma and Patrick had their first dance as husband and wife to:

So Close Jon Mclaughlin

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FH8WAoRL1xo

There were other song requests but the list above was the orig. one of songs to de. Be played at Ma and Patrick's wedding!

And now onto the guest book messages:

Hayley:

Congratulations Marissa and Patrick, enjoy the honeymoon Love Hayley and Rob
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Gio:
*Congrats on your Wedding Marissa and Patrick, the ceremony was really beautiful and so was the vows to.. I wish you two a lifetime of happiness and great moments. Love Gio and Jonas.*
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PT and Simon:
"Dear Patrick and Ma, may life give you happiness. Congratulations to the both of you. We hope you are blessed with the best gift life has to offer. Thank you once again for letting us be part of this wonderful ceremony. Patricia and Simon."
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Gwen:
dear Patrick and Marissa, congratulations on the wonderful journey you've just embaked upon, i wish a lifetime of happiness. thank you for allowing George and I to be part of your special day. Love from both of us*
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JJ: *Congratulations on your wedding Marissa and Patrick, the ceremony was absolutely beautiful and the vows were honest and loving. We know you are gonna have a long and happy life together. Love, JJ and Eddie*
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Ash: Dear Ma and Patrick,
I couldn't think of anything to say because one can't put your realationship into words, so here's something a few fave philosophers and authors once wrote:
Thornton Wilder, The Skin of Our Teeth
I didn't marry you because you were perfect. I didn't even marry you because I loved you. I married you because you gave me a promise. That promise made up for your faults. And the promise I gave you made up for mine. Two imperfect people got married and it was the promise that made the marriage. And when our children are growing up, it won't be a house that will protect them; and it won't be our love that will protect them - it will be that promise.
George Eliott
What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel that they are joined for life - to strengthen each other in all labor, to rest on each other in all sorrow, to minister to each other in all pain, to be one with each other in silent, unspeakable memories at the moment of the last parting?
Mark Twain
Love seems the swiftest, but it is the slowest of all growths. No man or woman really knows what perfect love is until they have been married a quarter of a century.
Even though we only just met, we have become friends and all the girls(and Sparky were ever you may be) share an inexplicable bond that cannot and will not be explained nor broken. Through thick or through thin we are here for you and Patrick, and I think I speak for everyone when I say may God grant you a safe,long, and happy marriage.
Love,
Ash
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Bbr:

Dear Ma, Dear Patrick,
Luciano de Crescenzo once said: "We are all angels with just one wing. But when we embrace each other, wen can fly". You two have been blessed to find someone, you want to share the rest of your life with. May this life be filled with light, and laughter and joy. Thank you for inviting us to share this day with you. You two live in our hearts now. Love Barbara and Matt"

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Stacy (aka wedding planner):

I wish you and Patrick many happy years of marriage. And it had been my pleasure not only being your wedding planner but your friend. *huge huggles to you both*

Love~ Stacy and Shemar

Anyone that couldn't make it or if you just want to leave a message for Ma and Patrick, please do so here.

Edit: the banner with the wedding gues list has been changed and finally has Gwen's date Geoooooorge. Its pointed out with ^^^. Enjoy.

Even thought its been a decent amount of time since Numb3rs Season 5 Finale, I must warn you if you havent seen it turn back now!!!!! I wont be giving that many details but I will be saying things that are spoilery.

While I wasn't a very good fan this year of the show and only watched it on and off, I saw the finale (Angels and Devils). And what a finale it was.

I really started at the end of the previous episode (Greatest Hits) when Charlie was attack and his girlfriend (Amita) was kidnapped at the end (I watched the last half of it). And then from that least the previews that I saw for the finale, it was said nothing will be the same. And while I know previews are meant to deceive, all I could think was OMG she is leaving the show. Stupid cutbacks and this is how they are getting rid of her. Or something like that. Fast forward to the following week. I had gone away to family event and when it came time to watch it, I did so with my mom. Things were answered and the way everything was played out was done beautifully. Then after Amita is saved and everything seems to be about over, her and Charlie are outside practically if not the exact same space where he was attacked and she was taken.

And I was scared & a little bit confused. So with me looking at the TV screen every other second and my mom who was still in the room but couldn't watch at all, waited, just waited for one of them to get stabbed or shot, or something else just god awful. Why? They are in the same area of something that bad happened and with the message from the previews, it being a finale, and b/c bad things do happen in finales. I didn't let my guard down for a second. Just patiently waited for the gun shot to ring out and maybe the screen to go black. What did happen I NEVER saw coming. Something in my years of watching crime shows, especially in a finale I can safely say that I and anyone else who saw it, wouldn't have even thought of what happened. Charlie proposed to Amita. I was nearly in tears over it too. For those that watch the show, I think I can safely say that there is an agreement that they are meant to be, and just adorable. So that is how it ended. Technically there is a cliffe (there wasn't an answer), and things might not ever be the same. For once, I am so glad that the previews were right. I can't wait for the new season!!!!!