Part One: My ships

CSI LV

My first and still favorite to this day is GSR (Grissom and Sara). Part of it was due to the fact that I got into CSI LV from day one. I even watched because of Jorja Fox and George Eads and I was happy to see them on TV again. But back to GSR. I saw the chemistry from the start. Whether the writers would fully acknowledge it (becomes canon) I didn't know. And when it happened I was surprised only somewhat. I guess I had a gut feeling that something was going to be said or done to make it known to the fans that they were truly together, but the way it was done was the surprise. I'm proud to say I squeeeeed like most every GSR fan. Only time will tell this coming season what will become of them. Though, and this is my hope~ There will be a wedding!!!

As for likely one of the most controversial couples or at times seems to be to me at least, The Love (Greg Sanders & Nick Stokes). I will admit right now I didn't see it right away. Don't know if TPTB will ever have the courage to make it canon or not. People have asked when they know I ship these to is, "why do I?" Here is my answer: I saw the evidence. The subtext of the looks, and checking out the others behind. And there is soooooooo much more but I won't go into it. I have always been open minded person and believed one thing and always will: LOVE IS LOVE. Black, white, gay lesbian, straight, old and young, it is what it is. And before I go on to discuss the next ship, I want each and ever person who may read this to know something. If you don't agree with the idea of this ship b/c its two guys that is ok with me. I may not like that you feel that way, but I don't hate you. All I ask if you choose to respond is this, don't be hateful about it. For all my passion and at times what might be considered anger that people see differently than I do on this, its just that. It's just me getting carried away.

*And not to seem like I'm only covering certain ships I do also ship on CSI LV the following: Brass and Sofia, YoBling! and Wedges. I just right now am focusing on a few from each show.*

CSI MIAMI

HipHuggers OR E/C. This is another ship that I saw right from the beginning. They are great friends and she trusts him with her life. They are there for each other. And let's face it, they are extremely cute together. Is it wrong to think how cute their kids will be?

HoraY (Horatio and Yelina). It may be forbidden to some, but not to me. I have to admit at first I thought that it was more one sided. That Horatio had a crush on Yelina, and she didn't feel the same way. But as time went on my mind changed things. But with Ray being gone and well lets just say b/c of the finale, I am extremely hopeful for it to be a great year for this ship. TPTB would be extremely stupid if they didn't do anything! Show me (& the fans) that you are not stupid!!!!!

CSI NY

M & M or D/L. It started out simple. Looks, smiles, jealousy & concern. Then...playing hero, touching, almost kissing, and of course making love. And now... unsure, confusion & complicated. Future: I hope and pray it to be what it once was... Full of LOVE!

SMacked. Best friends who have worked together and been there for one another countless times. There is also the subtext. There have been looks, smiles and even a kiss. And like any good shipper I want more moments for them. I also feel that this IS their year to become canon!! But no matter what may or may not happen~ their friendship will remain!!

Flack and Angell. And while this ship is just starting, I *heart* them. They are incredibly cute together and the chemistry is awesome. And you may seriously think I'm crazy, but can we say adorable babies! Roll you eyes at me if you must.

Danny & Flack. It can't be denied that they are best buds. And at first, I just checked out what other see. But then there are times that made me wonder if they are something more.

NCIS

TIVA (Tony & Ziva). What can I say about these two? I saw it the moment that Ziva (Cote de Pablo) arrived. And anyone who saw their mission as married assassins can not deny the chemistry between them. And when Tony (Michael Weatherly) had his mission with Jeanne we got to see moments of how Ziva really feels about Tony. And even a little bit of Jealous Ziva. I hope that there are many more moments between these two. And of course that they become canon.

McAbby (McGee & Abby). Ever hear the saying, "Don't judge a book by its cover"? Well it applies for these two. Goth girl & and somewhat shy computer geek, is how I would describe them. Only time will tell if they become canon!

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Note: Second part of this is in the process of being written. Can say when I will be posting it but hopefully soon. And anyone who reads this and wants to know more about my feelings towards ships that where only mentioned in this blog or appear in my profile summary please ask here OR PM me. I'd be more than happy to answer!

Well the other night I was going through all the stuff I have saved on my computer. Getting rid of pictures and documents that could be erased. Well I came across the first fanfiction story I ever did. It was for NCIS shortly after I joined tv.com and posted on the boards there. I read it and I started getting really emotional. And it wasn't b/c of the story. At the time it was done, or at least the start of it, I was going through a bad time in my life. I started posting on the NCIS boards as well... The only way I can describe it as this: It was my comfort food.

Eventually had to move the story to what I call its "sister" board when stories where no longer allowed to be posted. I ended the story litterly with a BANG! I even started a sequel but not much of one. I had the sequel document opened for the entire time I was online, debating whether I should try and work on it. I didn't. And it wasn't b/c of writers block. It's the memories of that time, more so those from the first part that flood my mind that stop me. And before anyone says in a comment that I need to face my fears or try and psych myself into doing it. I have tried. And that was about a year ago. Done any trick I know. Sorry if that sounded mean. I'd still love to know what you think!

I guess I really decided to do this for two reasons (besides BM suggestion of doing this for a blog first then my other idea): To those who may read this and know me from NCIS boards I haven't forgotten you or my story. Just having difficulty in continuing it. The other being it's the first thing that came into my mind to ramble about.

I might have another ramble. Time will tell. Thanks for reading.

Since many do those survey type questions, I thought I'd make up my own

First name: Stacy

Eye color: Hazel

Hair color: Med. Brown

# of states that I have lived in: 3& a half (the half b/c of certain circumstances)

Favorite color: it really depends on what for but I'll say red & black

Favorite actor & actress: Eric Szmanda (CSI LV) and Cote de Pablo (NCIS)

Interesting fact about me: Hmmm... I am a (lifetime) member of a co-ed service fraternity.

# of Siblings: 0. While I'm an only child many of my close friends I consider my brothers and sisters.

Ever been in love?: Yes, twice.

PS~ If anyone knows why it double posted my answers let me know. Tv.com apparently doesnt want me to blog!