And it's so much worse that it'll be winter over there. At least summer clothes are all nice and small. I just put A warm coat, a raincoat, a leather jacket, tracksuit pants and Half-Blood Prince in my luggage and it's already full. Grr. I'm not even taking any Twilight books, because my friend wanted to borrow them while I was away and I couldn't refuse because I'm too freaking nice. Gah.
I think our plane trip to Tokyo is about 10 hours. I'm quite excited for that actually, I love plane trips. It's just eating and sleeping and sitting and watching tv, which is pretty much what I do all the time anyways. My iPod is fully charged too and loaded with dozens of new podcasts to listen to, including Buffy Between the Lines season 1!
Plus I put Glee on there And we're staying in Tokyo for 4 nights. I just got my travel card done loaded up with a few months of pay and I plan to take a nice long walk down Harajuku and spend spend spend!
I will come back home with the quirkiest stuff, I'm very excited. Then after that we're going to Rome for a week, where we'll pick up our hired car and drive around Northern Italy for a few more days. Not that exciting, I've been there and it's all traffic and old smelly historical buildings that I don't really care about. Then we're driving down to Sicily and going pretty much everywhere there. Then finally going to a small down at the very south called Avola where my grandmother and aunt live, and we're staying there over Christmas and New Years. I think we're staying there for the rest of January as well, but we're probably gonna go to Egypt, Malta and London, for like a day thing. Like I said, not too overly excited about Italy, but oh well. I'm mainly looking forward to Japan. There's an Irish pub behind our hotel and a KFC in front of it. Chicken and beer: I'm set! It'll be like I never even left home. 
I'm bringing my laptop and might get access to wireless internet every now and then, but not often. I won't be able to check my mod queue once a week. I get back Febuary 4 2010, and I hope it's still gonna be warm here when I get back. I can't stand the thought of losing Summer. It's gonna be a hot one this year, I can tell. It's only November now and it's already hit 42 degrees celcius. Damn gradual yet inevitable heating of the Earth's core! I really shouldn't have watched 2012.
No reason to blog...at all...I would over load you guys with tons of Adam news, music, etc. but I'm almost positive no one really cares though if there's anything Adam related you want to hear see or know feel free to ask I'm positive I can be of service.
Anyway I did have one question. This place is a tomb, I'm really bored with the internet as of late (except maybe youtube) and this place used to be so much fun so I was just wondering if you guys have left for greener pastures? Is everyone going some place else? Do not say myspace, livejournal, facebook, or twitter or I'll kill myself. But seriously is it just the site has gone cold (yes I know I'm guilty of the same but there it is) or did everyone go some place else? I really want to know....
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The title of this is of course an Adam Lambert lyric but originally I was going to use this. The square root of four is rainbows, I lost it when Kurt said that line!
Now for the real reason I came here...I'm thinking this will probably be my last blog. I'll still pop by on occassion when I feel like it but I can't bring myself to work through the endless contacts I have especially considering I know some of you still don't show up on my list or if you're even still here or keep up with blogs, even though they are few and far between from all of us. The forums don't even interest me. I'm not leaving in fact I'll still probably come here plenty out of habit but I don't think I"ll be posting much of anything any more. Except I would say maybe the occassional review but honestly that will be out of boredom if ever. I swear I need a new site or something. Any suggestions? If you say twitter I will hunt you down like a dog and tear you apart, the same goes for myspace and all the other I have no life sites....no offense. 
Ashley
CHERISH YESTERDAY - LIVE TODAY - DREAM TOMORROW
Queens Of The Stone Age - Little Sister
Hey internet it's saturday the 7th of november.
Hey hows it going, first term of school just ended. This how i think i did
Spanish - A
History - B or C
English - A
Math - D
Science - C
Study - No grade
Study - No grade
I get two new clas.ss third term to replace those studies. Foreign languages have always been a problem for me. After taking french for two-three years i jumped ship and switched to spanish. I am understanding it better. I am better at reading it then speaking or hearing it. I did bad on one big test for history, which totally sunk my grade. I can live with a b or c. The teacher and i hate each other for english, but since the cla.ss has such low expectations it's difficult to fail. I failed two tests for math which killed my grade with no resurrections. Physics has been killing, like trig, it's difficult to handle all the math solutions. I didnt do well in Bio or Chem so this year shouldnt be different.
A while ago i told you of this math project i had to do. You create work problems while using law of sines and cosines. I failed the project because i forgot to show the problem worked out in words. The teacher however really liked it and said the only problem was there was no solutions. So i thought i would show you the problems here
1. Grandma Lee is a 92 year old grandmother of 23. She was tricked by her 8 children into living in a nursing home. One day they blind folder her and told her she was going on a cruise. Sometime later she found out she was in an old person's home. Grandma Lee enlisted her good friend, Beatrice G. Snow into breaking her out. The plan was for Beatrice to throw a rope up to Grandma Lee's room on the top floor of the nursing home. The nursing home is 100 feet tall and leans at an angle of 88 degrees. She will attach the rope to the window and shimmy down the rope. She will shimmy on a glider she made out of toilet paper and tooth paste. She will go down at an angle of 40 degrees and land in Beatrice's getaway care, which is located outside the nursing home. After she escaped they will head to Vegas and open a casino with fixed slot machines and overcharged hotel accommodations. How far does Grandma Lee have to travel if the distance between the building and the car is 50ft?
There is three more problems that i will show you later. SNL is on soon with host and musical guest Taylor Swift. Lets see how she does. Before i go to solve the problem above you use the law of sines for sides.
GOODNIGHT AND HAVE A PLEASANT TOMORROW
Hello, tv.com.
It has been too long, hasn't it?
What is everyone up to? I have been sick for a week, but slowly getting better.
Anyway, I wanted to do another blog, it has been forever.
I'll do another list, which is what I love doing most.
My 35 favorite shows on tv.(as in, shows that haven't ended yet)
How many of these are you watching?
35. Damages 
I have never liked this show as much as the average critic.
But it is a great show that I still need to catch up on. Eventually, but it isn't a show that I NEED to see.
34. Being Human
One of the few British shows that I have ever truly liked.
What is taking Season 2 so long?
33. Hung
Still need to catch up on this show, but is it good? Absolutely.
Humor is very awkward, which doesn't appeal to everyone, but it does to me.
32. Family Guy
Haven't watched this one in a while, but it is a great show for when you are bored.
31. Medium
Haven't bothered watching the new Season yet.
Quite frankly, it is a great show but it is time to end it already.
30. The Tudors
Pretty much the guilty-pleasure version of 'Rome'.
Is it worth watching? For sure, if not just for it's sexiness and great outfits.
29. Man Vs. Wild
Gotten a little tired of this one, but Bear Grylls never gets boring.
28. 30 Rock
A little too American, but I certainly understand the hype.
Best comedic cast on tv, for sure.
27. The Simpsons
This show never gets old. 21 Seasons old? Damn.
26. Nurse Jackie
One of the best new shows of the year, Edie Falco blows me away with her great performance.
25. Weeds
The humor on this show is getting worse, whilst the drama is only getting better.
It is being dragged on longer than it should have, but it is still worth watching.
24. Rescue Me
This show is like a roller coaster ride, it has big highs and big lows and little in-betweens.
But the occasional great performances and unique story makes it unforgettable.
23. Nip/Tuck
Pretty much the exact same thing as Rescue Me.
But season six, which will be the series' last, is proving to be as dark and as memorable as the first three seasons so far.
22. South Park
A show that has gotten a bit too old, but is it still entertaining? You betcha.
21. Skins
Too high on the list? Pretty much.
But when the show is good, it is pretty heartbreaking.
20. Survivor
In it's 19th Season, and still going on strong.
The only reality show that I would recommend to anyone.
19. Epitafios 
I am probably the only person here that will ever watch this show.
It airs on Latin HBO, which means that it is all in Spanish. Pretty awesome.
18. The Office
Behind on this one, mainly because I do not like it as much as during it's first three seasons.
But it is still one of the best comedies on tv.
17. Entourage
I am not yet caught up with this one, but I have been watching episodes here and there and loving it more the more I watch it.
16. In Treatment
I am still not finished with it's first Season.
Why? I do not know. Honestly, I loved what I saw of it. Excellent show.
15. Lost
The show has changed so much, and I don't think that it's as smart or nearly as touching as it used to be.
It actually feels like just another action-y show instead of a powerful, supernatural drama.
Hopefully Season 6 gives it the right send off.
14. Robot Chicken
One of the best ways to kill time.
It can be hit-or-miss-y, but for the most part, it is pure unconditional entertainment.
13. True Blood
What is not fun about this show? It has sex, gore, supernatural people, and decent writing and performances.
The best guilty pleasure on tv. period.
12. Party Down
Probably overrating this show that almost nobody has ever even heard of.
But I love it. I love the characters, the cast, the GUEST STARS(!!!), the humor. It is one of those shows you just simply love.
11. Bored To Death
If I would ever write a comedy, it would be something like this.
Just extremely dry, and probably lame. It's hilarious and akward, I love it.
10. Friday Night Lights
Season 4 is starting all over again, half the cast is gone and the show is just better than ever.
09. It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia
Currently going through it's worst Season yet, but it could still recover.
The people on this show are horrible low-lives, what's not to love?
08. Modern Family
Still very fresh and new, but already loving this one.
The cast is superb, with the likes of Ed O'Neill and Ty Burrell.
It has two Colombian characters and the dialog is sharp and histerical. One of the best comedies in a long time.
07. The No. 1 Ladies' Detective Agency
My favorite new show that aired this year.
So far, still has not been renewed or cancelled. Hopefully it does get a second season, because it was a true African gem.
06. Big Love
This show has only been getting better and better.
It has gotten better than I ever though it could get. Gut-wrecking and occasionally hilarious.
05. Flight Of The Choncords
The world needs more Folk, I demand it!
As of now, whether Season 3 will happen is still unsure. HBO wants them back, but the Conchords are not convinced yet.
Here's hoping they do at least one more season.
04. The Venture Bros.
Best. Animated show. Ever. Period.
I love everything about this show. It is epic, freaking histerical, has one of the best voice-acting, excellent set of characters, and a better written and less confusing mythology than Lost.
03. Breaking Bad
Bryan Cranston really carries this show, his performance reminds me of the Deadwood cast, it is that good.
The show is very thrilling without being cheap, you never know what will happen next.
02. Dexter
Season 4 is doing what I didn't think was going to be possible.
It is making me love and fear this show even more. This Season's villain, The Trinity Killer, is almost as freaky as Twin Peak's Bob.
What a great ride this show has been.
01. Mad Men
What can I say about the show that hasn't been said already?
It is a work of art, every single frame is. I can just pause any episode and still be amazed by what I see.
I love that about this show. There is a group of people that will never get what I mean, but if you are into art, you should be able to understand.
I'm writing a fanfic for OTH that involves Rachel, Brooke, Peyton, Hayley, and a charcter I created named Landon(african american female btw) going on the road trip, and I need some help deciding what happens on the road trip. I have them crashing a bachlorette party, Hayley singing, Landon singing, bumping into Anna, Chris Keller, Amusment parks, crossovers with Gilmore Girls, NCIS, Bones, and Supernatural. I've also got them visiting an undergound club, rival cheerleaders, and paintball. Even illegal street racing. I need some more ideas, and anything you guys come up with will be helpful.
If you need to know more abount Landon, she kind of relates to all the girls in a way. She's had bad family history, has a big, but troubled family, and always tries to be optomistic. She's cool, kind of a mesh of all the girls, and she's not a morning person(Brooke and Rachel are kidnapping in the begining). With the underground club thing, she has ties to it, and she used to perform there, she can sing, but wants to be a cop. She fell fo a guy in the band, but they let each other go to pursue their own carrer paths. She also is side by side with Rachel in the street racing. I think you'll like her.
I wan't to go home!!!!! *tear* In case you don't have any idea what I'm talking about, a lot of San Deigo was evacuated due to the fires that have swept well, San Deigo. We (me and Jess) live there, and had to leave and are waiting (somewhat) patiently to get home. There is no water though, so they won't let us go. Anyway, I'm just being impatient, but i miss my friends, my house, my town, and dare I say it, my job, yeah I'm so bored, I miss my job. Wow.
Well, I'm finally in grade 11! YESSS! I'm so happy, senior here! I have the best semester in the whole world! I have: Spare, Drama, Photography, gym. Can you belive that! I get like no homework at all for the whole semester. Next Sem, well that's a different story but for now, it's just me and my camara and well gym clothes and scripts.
So last night I watched Nosferatu. It's such a crazy movie, I watched the oldest one from like 1922! much different affect from the other remakes. I actually half expected something scary jump outta the screen. Yeah I'm weird. anyway, it's a good movie.
Supernaturalsecond season is coming out in 3 days and I'm so excited! I mean I'm tres TRES excited! I could have a heart attack any second!okay so I'm exzagerating just a bit but hey it could happen!
This weekend is rocking, getting to go to theJazz fest with my best friends and just having an all around good weekend, how yours is just the same!
finally, school`s out. life has been even harder. SL19 would be over here right now if she wasn`t...dead. i`ve been hanging out with a bunch of people, but nothing`s the same. I visited her grave yesterday and put a bunch of hibiscus flowers on top of it. I put a note I always write in a bottle, made the sign of the cross and left, crying hysterically. Her grave is a couple blocks away from the beach. It was around 6 so everyone was gone. I sat there looking out into the ocean and just thinking, "Why do people do this?". It bothers me still. Well anyway, I have to go. I will write in a couple more weeks,months.
xoxo
I'm sorry for being hidden in the last couple of weeks, it's simply that I'm going through not-so-good time. All is fine about my health and such, but the general feeling, plus tons of work, and limited hours on the computer, reduced me only to being able to read your comments and stalk from here to there. Most of the time TV.com didn't even let me comment.
Things are somewhat "getting better", but I still won't be here much.
Monster, Jo, BB, Helen, I'm happy you are all caring for me. Here I am. Don't be worried 
Happy Easter everyone, hope you're all doing something at least a little bit exciting
If u haven't yet, please sign the save The Lost Room petition
ok i posted this on myspace.com and this one guy freaked out on me!
here is the poem!
A poem for girls ....
>I shave my legs, I sit down to pee. And I can justify any shopping
>spree.Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon. I can get a massage without
>a hard-on. I can balance
>the checkbook,I can pump my own gas. Can talk to my friends, about the size
>of my ass.My beauty's a masterpiece, and yes, it takes long. At least I can
>admit, to others when I'm wrong. I
>don't drive in circles, at any cost.And I don't have a problem, admitting
>I'm lost. I never forget, an important date. You just gotta deal with it,
>I'm usually late.I don't watch movies, with lots of gore. Don't need
>instant replay, to remember the score. I won't lose my hair, I don't get
>jock itch.And just cause I'm assertive, Don't call me a BEEP! say to
>your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her.In your dreams, my dear, I can do
>better! Flowers are okay,But jewelry's best.Look at ME you idiot...Not at
>my chestI don't have a problem,With Expressing my feelings.I know when
>you're lying,You look at the
>ceiling.DON'T call me a GIRL , a BABE or a CHICK .I am a WOMAN.Get it?, you
>DICK!?!
this was our conversation it goes from most recent to oldest!
Clearly I know what "OC" stands for.
This argument is redundant, and you've spent a large portion of your messages creating arguments against yourself.
Grades prove nothing, you're clearly an idiot, and while I may not be achieving high 90's averages, I could without a doubt outsmart you any day.
You have to be well spoken & have decent "people" skills to become a psychologist dear (oh, and you'd probably want to look into learning how to spell it right!), both of which you lack.
Cheers, this conversation is over.
I've had better arguments with lawn furniture.
-Andrew
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From: hottemperedbrunette
Date: Dec 24 2006 8:30 AM
How old are you!? would you just relax already! holy crap you are taking this way too seriously! I wasn't rying to write an essay! shut up about my grammatical errors!
FYI- the majority of people look to the side when they are trying to remember something not when they are lying! get your damn facts straight!
I accepted this poem for what it was that is why I posted it on myspace! it was not so people could rip it apart! one of my GIRL friends wrote this and sent it to me! so i really don't appreciate all this stupid crap your given! and wether you realize it or not you just refuse to let yourself admitt when you're wrong that is why we keep replying over and over again! i write stuff and you attempt to retaliate with this stupid crap you think is actually valid but it's not!
about reality! what about what i said wasn't real!? that's basically what i have been asking you from the beginning what isn't true!
about the make-up i spend about 3 minutes a day on makeup! and people who either are insecure or have some reason to put on more make up then that need to get some help (self-esteem coach).
this was meant to be a poem for girls to read and laugh at! not for boys (or what ever you are) to critacize and mock! you aren't suppose to get it at all and pretend you do! if i was ten would i have a 96 average in grade ten preparing to do a grade 11 psychology, sociology, and anthropology course in europe this summer! I don't think so!
I really don't know what kind of girls you hang out with but how about (and be true to yourself) you send this to some of your girlfriends with nothing but the poem on the page and with the title of a poem for girls and see what they have to say about it! don't give them any of your oppinion!
wtf is OC! cause if ur referring to the tv show i have never watched it in my life and it stands for orange county (california) dumb ass!
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From: - — Andrew Infidelity; — -
Date: Dec 24 2006 1:47 AM
One, you didn't write that, you stole it from an e-mail/somewhere else.
Two, if your message wasn't so full of grammatical and spelling errors, I may have taken it into actual consideration.
Three, how old are you, ten? God, I can't WAIT until reality hits, and you realize how pathetically and politically incorrect almost EVERYTHING you stated is.
You seem to think I don't know a thing about girls, but you'd be wrong there.
I've dated, befriended, and listened to the dramatic ongoings of FAR too many girls, and it's taught me a hefty number of things.
The first being that any girl who spends more than 30 minutes on their makeup is nothing but a fake, image-oriented, insecure little BEEP who's SO caught up in being "OC" that they've lost the point of "Public Appearances".
I've never looked at the ceiling, very few guys do, as a matter of fact, when I lie, I look people straight in the eyes. It's more convincing that way.
AND FYI -- The majority of guys look off to the sides when telling a lie. NOBODY stares at the ceiling.
There IS a such thing as baldness in women, you douchebag.
You don't get an erection when you get a massage, but neither do the majority of guys (unless it was intended).
That's clearly a sexist statement, because you COULDN'T get one either.
I do happen to know, however, a sensual massage CAN lead girls to become wet, girls have needs too!
I dont believe ANY guy has EVER said (at least, not in my 18 years of experience) that a woman is uncapable of pumping her own gas.
And you have GOT to be kidding me about guys not admitting when they are wrong.
Girls, in general, are SO amazingly ignorant and stubborn, they could BEEP one simple thing up, and to save their own "social dignity & pride" that they'd defend it to the death.
Don't be a stereotypical sexist BEEP
It goes both ways.
-Andrew
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From: hottemperedbrunette
Date: Dec 23 2006 5:29 PM
when did it ever say perfectionist?
let me translate the poem so you understand it better!
fact #:
1. I shave my legs - duh we do!
2. I sit down to pee - again duh!
3. And I can justify any shopping spree - yes we can. we definatley are good with excuses!
4. Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon. - last time i checked that was true!
5. I can get a massage without a hard-on - well duh!
6. I can balance the checkbook- we aren't flaky if that's what you mean by know it alls
7. I can pump my own gas. - we don't need that much help!
8. Can talk to my friends, about the size of my ass. - we can and we do!
9. My beauty's a masterpiece, and yes, it takes long.- have you never heard a guy complain over how long girls take to get ready, that's what that means!
10. At least I can admit, to others when I'm wrong.- guys really don't admitt they are wrong, again it's a fact!
11. I don't drive in circles, at any cost.- have you ever seen a girl like me doing donuts, didn't think so!
12. And I don't have a problem, admitting I'm lost.- that's just a stereotype i thought would be funny!
13. I never forget, an important date.- girls plan things months in advance. they set their lifes around schedules
14. You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late.-again we must be fashionably late
15. I don't watch movies, with lots of gore.-we just don't
16. Don't need instant replay, to remember the score.-just a message to guys so they don't thimk that just because we are watching sports with them does not mean we need to see everything over and over again!
17. I won't lose my hair, I don't get jock itch.- well thoughs are just facts of life
18. And just cause I'm assertive, Don't call me a **** another message to guys about girls cause it happens often!
19. Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her.In your dreams, my dear, I can do better!- guys that say thoughs things make girls want to barf, yet another fact
20. Flowers are okay,But jewelry's best.- we do prefer jewlery but flowers are nice too!
21. Look at ME you idiot...Not at my chest.- have you never seen one of thoughs t-shirts before!
22. I don't have a problem,With Expressing my feelings.-girls cry all the time
23. I know when you're lying,You look at the ceiling.-it's true you do look at the ceiling when you lie
24. DON'T call me a GIRL , a BABE or a CHICK .I am a WOMAN.Get it?, you DICK!?!- we hate guys who say stuff like that to us! to us they are DICKS!
(Attention: this may not apply to all woman! some woman do love doing donuts and acting crazy and in my point of view a little manly but thats their choice!)
"WE ARE NOT WORTHY" of thou who knowst all about woman! how bout you stop trying to talk about what you know nothing about! I had no idea that writing something just for the fun of expressing how woman think!
P.S do you realize that out of everyone who read this you are the only one who thought it was inappropriate! you obviously think you know alot about woman, but ya DON'T!
P.P.S. i don't hang out with guys like this but they happen to exist! so i was sending a message to show that woman realize what idiots thoughs guys are so mabye some of them would stop screwing us around!!!!!!
P.P.P.S i realize that girls mess up to where did i say they don't! what the helk are you reading! "dick"!
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From: - — Andrew Infidelity; — -
Date: Dec 23 2006 8:40 AM
No, you're not just "a girl" you're a drama-queen who clearly believes this is reality.
The reality IS that ALL guys aren't "dicks", and if ALL the guys YOU know are "dicks", then it's because you're hanging out with the wrong kind, namely the "jocks".
This poem is sexist, and it makes it seem as if girls are all-knowing, all-correct, perfectionists.
Girls BEEP up too, "dick".
-Andrew
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From: hottemperedbrunette
Date: Dec 22 2006 2:36 PM
first of all, you think that this is disgracing women well you obviously did not notice the title was for girls. guys don't get this kind of thing. we find it funny cause its true! we know we do all these things! if you actually read it you would find that it is more about disgracing guys! by the way do you think i would post it if i thought it was disgracfull? I am a Girl! What did you find disgracfull?
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: - — Andrew Infidelity; — -
Date: Dec 22 2006 1:00 PM
Dumbest poem ever.
You've disgraced girls with this trash.
LIKE HONESTLY WHAT THE HELK IS HIS PROBLEM! HOW OLD IS HE!? HE TALKS TO ME LIKE MY ENGLISH TEACHER (MINUS THE SWEARING)! HE IS JUST TRYING TO AVOID THE FACT THAT HIS IS WRONG JUST LIKE THE POEM SAYS!
please comment!
-CIAO VAL
I get Level 5 a little while ago, but I have not manage to tell you guys about it, is that my PC did not work...
On other things, SCHOOL SUCKS!
